“放弃所有，才能真正自由”

记住这句话是在“fighting club”中，现实生活中的我们免不了被各种琐事所缠身，工作，金钱，地位。仿佛永远都找不出一点时间来做自己真正想做的事情，如果生活中没有计划和安排，那么你的生活将永远被琐事所占据，时间也就会随之流逝，而当你害怕一些事情的时候，何不干脆就面对它，话永远都说的那么轻松，就像自己回到这边，何尝不是一种妥协呢，一种懦弱。我在怕什么，还是我在保护什么

 

离开塔塔是迟早的事情，就算所有的事情未能成功，就当给自己放个假吧，在乎那么多干吗呢，做人真的需要那么累嘛，可能跟人的欲望是相关的吧，而这个欲望不单单只是你的欲望，也有其他人的欲望。一个跟一个紧紧串连起来，让你怎么都脱不了身。只能一层一层的往里走

 

当有一天我们不在害怕失去的时候，也就没什么可以失去的了。。。该在你生命的停留的人，就算你失去了，它还是会在，该走的一些，你强留又有多大的意义呢，如果只是靠一些特定的介质，那么注定你这辈子都要被这一介质所勒的喘不过气来。

 

可能休息多了就会多想，就会失眠，回到家了，什么都不想去想，什么人都不想见，只想静静的颓废几天。。。

 

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刚刚收拾完所有的行李，也不知道明天能不能走的了， 但是此刻的我确实还没有一点睡意，太多太多的思绪涌上心头

在这里真的想好好谢谢我所有的朋友，感谢你们走进我的生活

Nick, Cyan, Stella, Zhuwei, Sydney, Sissy, Bella

 

To Nick：你是我在TCS最好的哥们，来上海最早认识的就是你了，永远不会忘记跟你在一起抽烟的日子，话不多说，好兄弟，保重。

 

To Cyan：其实我们早在杭州就已经认识了，但是真正成为好朋友还是在上海，在我快要离开上海的时候，遇见了你这样一位难得的朋友，也许这也算是一种缘分，虽然有时候闹哄哄的，但也算是一个很真的女孩子，继续保持，我相信你最后能等到自己的幸福的，加油，女人。

 

To Stella：评价你有点难，你给我的suprise很多，从第一次见面的不下20个“TMD”到发现你是饥饿的“食肉类”动物，最后发现你女人的一面，温柔的一面，知道你是一个不会轻易妥协的女孩，能坚持下来不容易，但还是会被你的“傻”所感动

 

To Zhuwei：初次认识是因为你是ERP专家，从第一次吃饭的必恭必敬，到第二次的随意，到现在的放肆，我们之间的感觉也是越来越默契了，跟你做朋友很舒服，没有压力，以后多帮忙给我做事吧，呵呵，还有，少买点化妆品，这样以后你男人太累了，唉！！

 

To Sydney：强行要来的学妹，其实第一次见你觉得你还满cool的，不怎么说话，唉，可以后来一发不可收拾啊。。。不过我喜欢你的生活态度，自然又有点超脱，可惜只有女人才能享有这样的感觉啊，好好生活吧，掉在幸福中的小女人，跟你老公说，下次有机会跟他斗牛。

 

To Sissy：不知道有没有写错，首先欢迎你进入我们的TCS斧头帮，虽然帮主要离开了，但是斧头帮的精神永远在，好好学习吧，呵呵，但是，不该听的别听，不该看的不看，不该吃的不吃，不该想的别想哦，做个小姑娘多好。。。呵呵

 

还要谢谢所有China Money项目组的成员

working with you all is one of the best experience in my life

 

To Jane: you are a wonderful woman, No man is good enough to match you, you've been together since Sep 19 2005, I will never forget all the momery with you, take care, and wish all the happiness surround you all the time.

 

To Yangfei: we are all lucky to have you in the team, you have the power making people happy, the laugh will always be around when you are there, and you are also a very good man who is willing to take the responsibility. I can see that. It's my treasure to meet you and let you be my leader during the employment.

 

To Yiling: you are such an elegant woman, not only saying by me, I like the way you treat the friends, and always willing to help others, talking to you is just like a journey. very happy to meet you.

 

To Rita: little cute girl here, you are a very cleaver and pretty, hehe, dont be shame. happy to work with you during the miserable translation period.

 

To William: good boy, your atittude to the life is kinda strange to me, you always look the things from a different angle with others. dont be so upset in the work when sometimes bad things happen. keep passion for the life, you will be a man.

 

To Zhanghang: brother, should I call you this, you are cleaver and easy going. hope you can find the Miss Right in the short future. See you.

 

To Sammie: the only girl I still use my fake voice to talk with. you are so sosososo cute. still remember the first time we met in the KFC of Xujiahui, dont forget to come back Ningbo to visit your hometown and Me, hehe, take care...

 

To Michael: excellent man, hard working, the first impression

                excellent man, good life style the final impression

                you are a very good mentor in the life, and always very nice to the others. I m sorry you were not there with us the dinner time, but still next time I come to SH, definitly we will have fun together.

 

To Johnson: we are buddies, haha, even you left TCS qute long time, I can still recall all the momery easily with you in Dalian, the walk, the seafood, the black bear, the OT, god, so much fun there, call me next time you come to China.

 

Another one to go

Julie: or may I call you cindy, hehe, we play great badminton together, and win the champion of Mix double. It's very nice talking to you, we will all get better :)

 

ok, bye guys and girls, again thank you for the gifts, I love them very much.

 

Jay